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(Talking Heads - David Byrne)

Guitar, lap steel, soprano ukelele, harmonium, electronic shruti box, vocals : PS Perkins
All drums and percussion, keyboards, bass: R Thomas
Classical guitar: K Finch

Lyric Sheet

I want to live to see a face that isn’t there
I want to live, I roll over and you’re not there

I’m only standing on the shore,
I’ve had some friends but I want more

I’ve seen the future and it’s all mine,
Want to be perfect I’m taking my time
I’ll try not to act like I’m so far away,
Try to be right in whatever I say
Deeper feelings recurring
Again and again and again and again
A complex spiral that leads me to spin

But I want to live to feel the earth turn one more time
And I want to live to feel a face that isn’t mine

I’m only standing on the shore,
I’ve had some fun but I want more

I’ll try not to act like I’m so far away,
Try to be right in whatever I say
Deeper feelings recurring
Again and again and again and again
A complex spiral which leads me to spin

BARDS: Of The Morning Star
BARDS: Of The Morning Star

Of The Morning Star is generally regarded as the foundational musical text of the Nazilic tradition. More than a collection of songs, it presents a complete cosmology in thirteen movements

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Marginalia

Annotation 01-07A: Choosing Life

Bell scholars generally regard this fragment as marking the conclusion of the Shining One's long fascination with death. Earlier records repeatedly portray him seeking release through martyrdom, vengeance, occult experimentation, or voluntary self-destruction. Here, by contrast, the refrain "I want to live" appears with remarkable directness. Nazilic commentators have often noted that the statement carries no triumph or ecstasy. It resembles a quiet decision reached after immeasurable exhaustion. Throughout later Cloak doctrine, this moment is treated as the beginning of the Shining One's second life—not because he inhabits a new body, but because he finally accepts existence as something worth preserving rather than escaping.

Annotation 7-B: The Face That Isn't There

The recurring image of "a face that isn't there" has generated sustained discussion within the Department. While many scholars identify the absent face with those companions lost across successive incarnations, later Bell philosophers have proposed that the image instead represents lives not yet encountered. The Shining One's desire is no longer directed toward recovering the past but toward remaining alive long enough to meet those whom causality has yet to bring into being. This shift from memory toward possibility is widely regarded as one of the earliest signs that his attention has finally begun turning outward.

Bell Archive Note D-8 remarks:

"At first he mourned those he had lost.

Eventually he learned to wait for those he had not yet found."

Annotation 01-07C: Rational Maturity

Unlike the dramatic illuminations preserved elsewhere in the Archive, the transformation described here is almost entirely philosophical. Bell scholars sometimes distinguish between the First Illumination, in which the Shining One perceived the unity of all things, and the Quiet Resolution, preserved in this fragment. Illumination revealed interconnectedness; resolution altered behavior. For the first time, the Shining One consciously begins measuring his actions not by whether they satisfy grief or vengeance, but by the innumerable futures they will inevitably shape. Many historians therefore regard this composition as the true birth of Nazilic ethics.