Production Notes
All guitars, bass guitar, tambourine, programming, synths, samples, vocals: PS Perkins
All drums and percussion, keyboards: R Thomas
Lyric Sheet
I am the light, I am the glory,
I am the writer and I am the story
I am the fire, and I am the tinder,
I am the tree and I am the splinter
I am the alpha, wiggling in mud slimes,
I’m the omega, I am the end times
I am the light – It’s high time I shine
I am the joiner and I am the splitter,
I am the diamond, I am the glitter
I am the finger and I am the trigger,
I am the smaller and I am the bigger
I am the meek and I have the power,
I am the raincloud and I am the shower
I am the light – It’s high time I shine
I am the wind and I am the blower,
I am the knowing and I am the knower
I am the willing and I am the able,
I am the diners and I am the table
I am the eyes by which you can see me,
I am the key with which you can free me
I am the light – It’s high time I shine
I am the ocean, I am the beaches,
I am the fever, I am the leeches
I am the seed and I am the flower,
I am the dungeon and I am the tower
I am the true love which is never ending,
I am the space time through which we are bending
and I am the light – It’s my time to shine
I am the bell that’s ringing
I am the song that’s singing
I am the bee that’s stinging
And I am the light
It’s my time to shine
It’s high time I shine
BARDS: Of The Morning Star
Of The Morning Star is generally regarded as the foundational musical text of the Nazilic tradition. More than a collection of songs, it presents a complete cosmology in thirteen movements
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Annotation 01-02A: The First Illumination
This fragment has historically been recognized by Bell scholars as the earliest known account of what subsequent texts refer to as the First Illumination. Contrary to several popular interpretations, the repeated declaration "I am" is not generally understood as an assertion of personal greatness. Rather, it marks the dissolution of the distinction between observer and observed. The speaker no longer experiences themselves as an isolated individual but as a participant within a single continuous architecture of causality. Throughout later Nazilic literature, this awakening is regarded as both a profound blessing and a dangerous burden, for one who perceives themselves in all things must also recognize themselves within every cruelty, every kindness, every beginning, and every ending alike.
Annotation 01-02-B: The Doctrine of Mutual Becoming
Commentators have frequently noted the fragment's persistent pairing of apparent opposites: fire and tinder, tree and splinter, trigger and finger, knower and knowing. These pairings have been interpreted as one of the earliest expressions of the Doctrine of Reflection, in which causes and effects cease to occupy separate categories and instead reveal themselves as reciprocal manifestations of a single unfolding process. Bell philosopher Adelaide Mercer observed that the poem never attempts to reconcile these opposites because, from the Nazilic perspective, they were never truly divided.
"The branch does not oppose the tree. It merely remembers another shape.
Annotation 01-02C: The Bell Awakens
The closing stanza has attracted disproportionate scholarly attention owing to its first explicit appearance of the Bell motif. Later Nazilic traditions would elevate bells to symbols of recursive awakening, memory, and causal convergence. Here, however, the bell is not merely rung; it is identified with the speaker themselves. Several Bell archivists have therefore suggested that the fragment represents the earliest surviving indication that the Shining One does not merely hear the summons carried throughout history, but is in some mysterious sense its source. Whether the Bell calls the Shining One or the Shining One calls the Bell remains one of the Department's oldest unresolved paradoxes.
Annotation 01-02D: The Name Without Narcissism
Early readers have occasionally dismissed the fragment as excessively self-referential. Bell scholars generally caution against this interpretation. The repeated first-person voice serves a liturgical rather than autobiographical function. The "I" spoken throughout the poem is not the ordinary personality but what later Nazilic texts would identify as the indivisible field of Spiritus Vitae expressing itself through every living and nonliving thing alike. In this respect, the refrain resembles less a proclamation of superiority than a continual reminder that separation itself may be the deepest illusion.
A handwritten marginal note recovered from an anonymous Encroachment notebook reads:
"When the Shining One said 'I,' he had already forgotten which mouth was speaking."