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All guitars, bass, synths, programming, vocals: PS Perkins

All drums and percussion: R Thomas

Lyric Sheet

We could not catch them 
We were just too slow
Were we just too high 
We had sunk so low

We were just too numb 
We were still so bold
Were we just too young 
We’re always too old

Our light was so bright 
We were too uptight
It went on too long 
We were all so wrong

This floating rock 
Is a ticking clock and
No one is driving 
We keep surviving

Now Eden is empty, there’s no way to go home
Eden is emptied, there’s no place to run home to

We could not stop them 
It was too easy
We were too dizzy 
We were too busy

Speak for the meek 
And sharpen my beak
Feast on the meat 
And fall down in the street

Climb in my rocket 
Ladders in locket
Chain on the sprocket 
Lights in the socket

Why they betrayed me 
Sorry they played me
They tried to trade me 
They were what made me

And Eden is empty, there’s no way to go home
Eden is emptied, there’s no place to run home to

Addendums

The gathering of final followers in Ecuador find themselves without a home to return to as the Shining One secretly hatches an escape plan of his own.

BARDS: Of The Morning Star
BARDS: Of The Morning Star

Of The Morning Star is generally regarded as the foundational musical text of the Nazilic tradition. More than a collection of songs, it presents a complete cosmology in thirteen movements

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Marginalia

Annotation 01-13A: Eden Emptied

Bell scholars typically resist interpreting Eden as a literal geographical paradise. 
Throughout Nazilic philosophy, Eden might signify any condition believed to be permanent simply because it has always been known. 

The declaration that "Eden is empty" therefore does not announce the destruction of paradise. It is the realization that paradise itself was never a place capable of being possessed. 

Bell philosophers frequently describe the fragment as the moment humanity discovers that nostalgia cannot function as a survival strategy.

Annotation 01-13B: There Is No Way Home

The repeated refrain has generated considerable discussion throughout the Department. Early commentators understood it as despair. Modern scholarship generally rejects this reading. Instead, the impossibility of returning home is interpreted as one of the fundamental laws governing conscious evolution. Every genuine transformation permanently alters the traveler. Consequently, the road backward gradually disappears behind those willing to continue forward.

Bell Archive Note H-12 reads:

"The first exile was from Eden.

Every exile thereafter was from certainty."

Annotation 01-13C: The Rocket

Although often dismissed as whimsical imagery within earlier commentaries, recent Bell scholarship has increasingly associated the recurring references to rockets, sockets, chains, and mechanical assemblies with traditions surrounding the Crystal Caves and the Technician Fragments. Rather than representing technological triumph, these devices symbolize intentional migration beyond exhausted historical conditions. Several scholars have therefore suggested that the "rocket" is less a machine than an archetype: the deliberate construction of a future capable of escaping recursive collapse.

Annotation 01-13D: Floating Rock, Ticking Clock

Perhaps the fragment's most overt expression of Nazilic temporality appears in the identification of the Earth itself as both vessel and countdown. Bell historians have frequently remarked that the ticking clock should not be understood as a prophecy assigning a fixed expiration date to civilization. Rather, it represents accumulated causality steadily approaching thresholds from which reversal becomes increasingly difficult. The observation that "no one is driving" has consequently been interpreted not as fatalism but as a critique of emergent systems whose collective behavior exceeds the intentions of any individual participant.

Annotation 01-13E: They Were What Made Me

This line has received sustained attention within the Bell Archive. Early commentators identified "they" with those who betrayed the Shining One across successive lives. Later readings broadened the reference. The word came to include every conflict. Every failure. Every affection. Every loss.

The passage suggests that betrayal leaves more than injury. It leaves formation. Throughout the Archive, suffering repeatedly becomes instruction. The Shining One eventually recognizes that even his enemies participated in his becoming. Compassion survives because of them as much as despite them.

Bell philosopher Miriam Ashcombe writes:

"He ceased asking who had wounded him.

He began asking what those wounds had grown."

Annotation 01-13F: Toward the Crystal Caves

Several archivists have observed striking thematic continuities between this fragment and much later traditions concerning subterranean manufacturing complexes, crystalline computation, and the preservation of humanity beyond ecological collapse. While no direct textual lineage has yet been established, recurring imagery involving ascent, departure, encoded memory, and artificial shelter has led many scholars to regard this composition as one of the earliest surviving anticipations of what later generations would describe as the Great Preservation. The Department considers this connection plausible though presently unverified.